Spud ⋱♰⋰ Vaughan

1965 - 2008
Location⋱♰⋰ Leicester ⋱♰⋰
Age43 years
Cause of DeathSuicide
Date of Birth15/08/1965
Date of Death28/09/2008
Visitors27,301 since 12/10/2008
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((((((PLEASE READ))))PLEASE READ))))))
ON WEDNESDAT 2ND DEC IM HAVING A OPERATION ON MY RIGHT HAND SO I WONT BEABLE TO LIGHT CANDLES FOR
YOUR ANGELS FOR A FEW DAY.
THANKYOU FOR ALL THE CARE & SUPPORT I RECIEVE FROM ALL OF YOU EVERYDAY.
LOVE CAROL.XXXX


This is a poem my mum wrote for Spud.

TIMES GONE BY SO QUICKLY
I CANT BELIEVE IT'S TRUE.
WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES AT NIGHT
ALL I SEE IS YOU,

THAT AWFUL DAY ONE YEAR AGO
I WISH IT WAS A DREAM
ID WAKE UP & SEE YOUR FACE
AND ASK YOU WHERE YOU'VE BEEN,

BUT SOMEDAY SON
WE'LL SEE YOU AGAIN
WHEN ITS OUR TURN TO GO
SO UNTILL THEN REST IN PEACE
WE ALL LOVE & MISS YOU SO.






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As kids, we lived together, We fought, we laughed, we cried. We did not always show the love, that
we both had inside.

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We shared our dreams and plans, and some secrets too. All the memories we share, Is what bonds me
now to you.

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We grew to find we have a love, that is very strong today. It’s a love shared by our family, that
will never fade away.

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You are my brother not by choice, but by the nature of our birth. I could not have chosen a better
one, you were the best on earth.

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☆..Put your arms around him lord..kiss his angel face..for he was very special.. and can never be
replaced..☆

⊱♥⊰SPUD WE LOVE & MISS YOU⊱♥⊰

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LOVING SON TO PAM & STEP SON TO RAY...BROTHER TO CAROL, TERESA & DAVID. A LOVING UNCLE TO TANYA,
RYAN, DARREN,SOPHIE,OLIVER & CLAUDIA & GREAT UNCLE TO RILEY,SHANLEY,PETER.BROTHER INLAW TO TRACEY &
PAUL.
FRIEND TO SO MANY...X

¦ ¦ ¦ *★we love you *★
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WHAT CAN I SAY ABOUT MY BROTHER...WELL HE WAS THE MOST POPULAR PERSON EVER...OVER 4OO PEOPLE CAME TO
THE FUNERAL...IT PROVED HOW MUCH HE WAS LOVED.

WE MISS HIM SO MUCH IT HURTS...WHY HE TOOK HIS OWN LIFE WE WILL NEVER KNOW BECAUSE HE WAS SO HAPPY
GO LUCKY...EVERYBODY IS IN SHOCK.

SPUD REAL NAME WAS MALCOM BUT HE HATED IT...AS A SMALL CHILD HE WAS ALWAYS MUCKY.. A TYPICAL
BOY...WE USED TO SAY TO HIM THAT HE COULD HAVE POTATO'S GROWING OUT OF HIS EARS & THATS WHEN THE
NAME SPUD STUCK...EVERYBODY CALLED HIM SPUD EVEN HIS TEACHERS AT SCHOOL.

HE WAS A SPECIAL BROTHER & SON WHO IS MISSED EVERY MINUTE OF EVERY DAY.
WE WILL NEVER FORGET YOU SPUD WE ALL LOVED YOU SO VERY MUCH & THATS WHY WE CANT EXCEPT WHY YOU DID
THIS.

YOUR FRIENDS ARE THE BEST...THEY MADE YOUR FUNERAL THE BEST EVER...THE WHOLE OF SOUTH WIGSTON CAME
TO A STANDSTILL...IT WAS A VERY SPECIAL DAY SPUD.
YOUR PICTURE IS ABOVE THE BAR IN THE BURY & IT WILL BE THERE FOR ALWAYS.


YOU BROKE OUR HEARTS THE DAY YOU LEFT....ONE DAY WE WILL ALL BE TOGETHER AGAIN JUST LIKE OLD TIMES
WHEN WE WERE ALL HAPPY.
LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY.
SWEETDREAMS LITTLE BRO....XXX


Where do i begin
i dont know where to start
perhaps i should just pause for a moment

And let the words pour from my heart

But im still shocked and traumatized

by the loss of my BELOVED BROTHER

Where do i begin
i dont know where to start

My beauitful brother has gone away

im left so distroyed in the most awful way

Thankyou to Karen(Harry Abbott) for the poem...x
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I see this handsome mans face
That i visit from day to day
And i cant take it in
Why he left and went away

He smiles on every picture
It brings tears to our eyes
Yet in his garden in heaven
He sits smiling under blue skys

I light his little candles
So that he can see the way
And hope that in the future
Me and him will meet one day

I would have loved to meet him
As his lovely smile looked good
So heres a kissX a great big kissXXXXXX
And im sending them to spud.

THANKYOU TO SHARON WHEELER FOR THE POEM SHE WROTE JUST FOR SPUD.XXX



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I remember you Spuddy
You were such a pest!
But as we grew together
You were the friend I loved the best.
Our childhood adventures
The laughter and the pranks
Always there for me
Never expecting thanks.
Now a part of whatever I do
I’ll never forget a brother like you!
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♥~SOMETIMES~♥

Sometimes when the sun goes down,
it seems it will never rise again...
but it will.

Sometimes when you feel alone,
it seems your heart will break in two....
but it wont.

And sometimes, it seems it's hardly worthwhile
carrying on....
but it is.

For sometimes, when the sun goes down,
it seems it will never rise again,
but it does....


my darling brother xxxx

Did chance make you my brother
Or did the Angels really send
Someone to share my childhood
And become my dearest friend?

You were always there for me
My strength when times were tough
You gave so much, and in return
Were never thanked enough.

Although now you're gone
I feel we'll never be apart
When the times we shared in growing up
Are always in my heart.

Shining in the memories
I've so safely tucked away
My brother who the Angels sent
Is with me every day.


You were 'the best' brother
'One in a million'
I'll never stop missing or loving you
Til we meet again.

THANKYOU JENNY (MARK MALONE)FOR THE LOVELY POEM.X


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I THANK YOU ,LORD FOR ALLOWING ME THE CHANCE TO SEE YOUR LOVE.
FOR YOU SENT TO ME AN ANGEL WHO NOW DWELLS WITH YOU ABOVE.
COULD YOU PLEASE JUST TAKE A MINUTE AND HOLD MY ANGEL TIGHT,
TELL HIM THAT I LOVE HIM AND THINK OF HIM EACH NIGHT.
I MISS HIM MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY AND ALTHOUGH MY HEART IS GONE.
ASK HIM TO WATCH OVER ME ,TIL YOU ALSO CALL ME HOME.
I'LL GO NOW, LORD AND THANKS AGAIN FOR HEARING THIS PRAYER OF MINE.
I NOW KNOW I WAS LUCKY,'CAUSE ANGELS ARE HARD TO FIND.
JUST ONE MORE THING BEFORE I GO...
I WANT TO THANK YOU ONCE AGAIN,
YOU KNEW I WASN'T IN THIS ALONE AND SENT A GROUP OF FRIENDS.
WE SHARE OUR THOUGHTS,AND DON'T HAVE TO FEAR IF WE NEED TO BREAK DOWN AND CRY,
THEY UNDERSTAND THE WAY I FEEL BECAUSE THEY ALSO SAID GOOD-BYE.
THEIR ANGELS ARE THERE WITH YOU TOO,
AND I ASK YOU TO WATCH OVER THEM TIL THE END.
I LOVE THEM ALL,AND THANK YOU LORD,FOR ALL OF MY GONE TOO SOON FRIENDS.!!

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I felt so numb then came the pain.
Dont think i will cope never seeing u again.
But all the tears and bad times ahead cant take away all the good times we shared.
I'll never forget you i'll never say goodbye.
You'll always be with me right by my side.
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GOODNIGHT SWEETHEART
♥ Gaze upon a star ♥

As you look out of the window
And gaze upon the stars,
Just look for the brightest one
And there we know you are.
God took you to safety in a world
Free of pain to dance amongst the stars,
And party once again.
So everytime you look out
Upon the stars each night,
Just look up to the brightest one
And you can say goodnight.

LOVE JUDE.X

Jude Swaddle October 16, 2008

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I thought I saw your face today,
in the sparkle of the morning sun.
And then I heard the angel say,
'Their work on earth is done.'

I thought I heard your voice today,
then laugh your hearty laugh.
And then I heard the angel say,
'There's peace dear one at last.'

I thought I felt your touch today,
in the breeze that rustled by.
And then I heard the angel say,
'The spirit never dies.'

I thought I saw my broken heart,
in the crescent of the moon.
And then I heard the angel say,
'The Lord is coming soon.'

I thought that you had left me,
for the stars so far above.
And then I heard the angel say,
'They left you with their love.'

I thought that I would miss you so,
and never find my way.
And then I heard the angel say,
'They're with you every day.'
'The sun, the wind, the moon, the stars,
will forever be around,
reminding you of the love you shared,
and the peace they've finally found.


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Carol Gerry X Spud (Sister) October 16, 2008

MISS YOU

HI SPUD...YOUR ASHES ARE BEING BURIED NEXT THURSDAY AT 11'OCLOCK.
I HOPE YOU LIKE IT WHERE YOUR GOING...WE ALL USED TO GO THERE REMEMBER WHEN WE WERE KIDS.
IT'S SO PEACEFUL THERE...MUM HAS GOT A LOVELY PLOT FOR YOU SO YOU WILL BE AT PEACE.
IM CRYING AGAIN...IT'S GETTING MORE DIFFICULT AS TIME GOES ON.
I KNOW TIME IS A GREAT HEALER BUT AT THE MO WE ARE ALL HURTING SO VERY MUCH.
MUMS POORLY AGAIN SHE HAS GOT RUN DOWN BLESS HER.
SHE KEEPS SAYING WHY?
WE ALL WANT TO KNOW WHY...BUT I GUESS WE WILL NEVER KNOW WILL WE.
I MISS YOU SO MUCH SPUD...DAVE & TERESA ARE THE SAME...WISH YOU WERE HERE WITH US.
LOVE YOU ALWAYS SPUD....WE WILL NEVER FORGET YOU.
ALL YOUR FRIENDS HAVE BEEN TALKING ABOUT YOU TO DAVE...THEY ALL MISS YOU VERY MUCH.
I WILL BE BACK TONIGHT TO WISH YOU SWEETDREAMS.
LOVE YOU MILLIONS.
XXXXXXXXXX

Carol Gerry X Spud (Sister) October 16, 2008

WHISPERING WINDS.
I HEAR THEM WHISPER YOUR NAME,
THOSE MIGHTY WINDS THAT BLOW.
T KNOW THAT YOU ARE CLOSE AT HAND
THE WINDS JUST TOLD ME SO.

THE DIRECTION FROM WHENCE THEY BLEW,
I'M NOT SURE I KNOW.
FOR ONLY WHEN I HEAR YOUR NAME,
AM I SURE THE WINDS DID BLOW.

CARESSING MY FACE WITH A WHISPER.
CALLING OUT YOUR NAME.
THE WINDS OF DELIGHT ENTICE ME.
I WILL NEVER BE THE SAME.

I WILL FOLLOW THE SINGING WIND,
AND WHERE IT LEADS I'LL GO.
FOR THE WIND THAT BLEW YOU TO ME,
WILL TAKE ME WHERE I MUST GO.

UPWARD INTO THE HILLS.
CALMLY ACROSS THE SEA.
HOLD ON MY LOVE, IM COMING,
THE WINDS HAVE SET ME FREE.

FREE TO LOOK AND SEARCH THIS EARTH
NO MATTER HOW FAR THAT MAY BE.
FREE TO FOLLOW THW WHISPERING WIND,
UTIL IT BLOWS ME BACK TO THEE.

I HEAR YOUR LAUGHTER ON THE WIND.
I TRY WITH ALL MY MIGHT
TO REACH OUT TO YOU
ON THIS WINDY NIGHT.

I FEEL YOU GETTING CLOSE TO ME.
I FEEL YOUR WHISPERD LOVE.
I WILL REACH MY HAND TO YOU

YOU GRASP MY HAND IN YOURS
AND SOFTLY SPEAK MY NAME,
OUT OF THE WHISPERING WINDS
WE ARE TOGETHER AGAIN.
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GOOD MORNING MY FRIEND
WITH LOVE LINDA.XXX

Linda Hutt October 16, 2008

16TH OCTOBER 2008.


A TRUCK FULL OF LOVE JUST FOR YOU.

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LOVE ALWAYS, JUDE.X

Jude Swaddle October 16, 2008

A SPECIAL FRIEND X

I'm sending you this hug
Just to say hi,
In case you were wondering
The reason why.

You're a special friend
With a real kind heart,
I'd hug you myself
But we're too far apart.

So here is this poem
To cheer up your day,
I picked out this hug
And sent it your way.

A real special hug
To say that I care,
To thank you for being there
Throughout the whole year.xxx

Tommys Nanny October 15, 2008

God saw she was getting tired,
and a cure was not to be,
so he put his arms around her and
whispred 'Come with me.'

With teary eyes we watched him fade away,
and though we loved
him dearly we could
not make her stay

A golden heart has stopped beating
Hard working hands are at rest
God broke our hearts to prove
God only takes the best

Jackie Summerford October 15, 2008

HELLO BRO

SPUD WE MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH.
MUM HAS MADE A DECISION TODAY TO HAVE YOUR ASHES BURIED...IM GLAD SHE HAS DONE THIS.. BECAUSE I FEEL IT IS MAKING HER WORSE BY YOU NOT BEING LAID TO REST....SHE MADE HER MIND UP LAST NIGHT SO TODAY I HAVE BEEN TO SORT SOME THINGS OUT & HOPEFULLY IT WILL BE NEXT THURSDAY.
WE HAVE ALL DECIDED THAT BLABY CEMETRY IS THE BEST..OUT IN THE COUNTRYSIDE WHERE WE KNOW YOU WOULD LOVE IT.
I STILL CANT GET MY HEAD AROUND THIS...IT'S LIKE A NIGHTMARE I CANT WAKEUP FROM.
I WILL NEVER EXCEPT THE WAY YOU DIED...IT'S JUST NOT YOU SPUD TO DO SOMETHING LIKE THIS.
I HOPE YOU HAVE FOUND THE MATES YOU HAVE LOST IN THE PAST & YOU ARE AT PEACE WITH YOURSELF & NOT UNHAPPY ANYMORE.
NANA & GRANDAD WILL BE TAKING CARE OF YOU I KNOW THAT DAD WILL BE WITH YOU SO THAT MAKES ME FEEL BETTER SOMEHOW....I LOVE YOU SPUD & ALWAYS WILL...YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTON I KNOW THAT MUCH.
MUM ISINT READY TO COME ON THE SITE YET...SHE WILL ONE DAY.
PLEASE CAN YOU GIVE MUM A SIGN JUST TO LET HER KNOW YOU ARRIVED THERE OK.
I WILL BE BACK SOON TO WISH YOU NITE NITE.
LOVE YOU TO THE MOON & BACK..HAHA
X...CAROL...X

Carol Gerry X Spud (Sister) October 15, 2008

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Karen Mcgowan Harry Abbotts Daughter (Close Friend) October 15, 2008

FOR CAROL AND FAMILY

As the sun came up this morning
I watched you there below
Your hearts were oh so heavy
But there's something you should know
I'm not gone dont worry
I'm just a step ahead
And Im with you Every Single Day
As you rise up from your bed
I am the sun that warms you
I am the moons soft glow
I am the stars that twinkle
And light your path below
So when at times you miss me
Just look for me Im there
For you cannot hide my spirit
I am with you everywhere

ALWAYS THINKING OF CAROL AND YOUR LOVED ONES.....LOVE LYNNE xxxxx

Lynne Dianes Sister October 15, 2008
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