| Location | ⋱♰⋰ Leicester ⋱♰⋰ |
| Age | 43 years |
| Cause of Death | Suicide |
| Date of Birth | 15/08/1965 |
| Date of Death | 28/09/2008 |
| Visitors | 26,027 since 12/10/2008 |
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*****PLEASE READ*******
I WANT TO THANKYOU ALL FOR THE CARE & SUPPORT I HAVE RECIEVE EVERY DAY. IM AWAY TILL SUNDAY BUT ALL
YOUR ANGELS ARE IN MY THOUGHTS
LOVE & HUGS
CAROL.
XXX
This is a poem my mum wrote for Spud.
TIMES GONE BY SO QUICKLY
I CANT BELIEVE IT'S TRUE.
WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES AT NIGHT
ALL I SEE IS YOU,
THAT AWFUL DAY ONE YEAR AGO
I WISH IT WAS A DREAM
ID WAKE UP & SEE YOUR FACE
AND ASK YOU WHERE YOU'VE BEEN,
BUT SOMEDAY SON
WE'LL SEE YOU AGAIN
WHEN ITS OUR TURN TO GO
SO UNTILL THEN REST IN PEACE
WE ALL LOVE & MISS YOU SO.
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As kids, we lived together, We fought, we laughed, we cried. We did not always show the love, that
we both had inside.
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We shared our dreams and plans, and some secrets too. All the memories we share, Is what bonds me
now to you.
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We grew to find we have a love, that is very strong today. It’s a love shared by our family, that
will never fade away.
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You are my brother not by choice, but by the nature of our birth. I could not have chosen a better
one, you were the best on earth.
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☆..Put your arms around him lord..kiss his angel face..for he was very special.. and can never be
replaced..☆
⊱♥⊰SPUD WE LOVE & MISS YOU⊱♥⊰
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LOVING SON TO PAM & STEP SON TO RAY...BROTHER TO CAROL, TERESA & DAVID. A LOVING UNCLE TO TANYA,
RYAN, DARREN,SOPHIE,OLIVER & CLAUDIA & GREAT UNCLE TO RILEY,SHANLEY,PETER.BROTHER INLAW TO TRACEY &
PAUL.
FRIEND TO SO MANY...X
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WHAT CAN I SAY ABOUT MY BROTHER...WELL HE WAS THE MOST POPULAR PERSON EVER...OVER 4OO PEOPLE CAME TO
THE FUNERAL...IT PROVED HOW MUCH HE WAS LOVED.
WE MISS HIM SO MUCH IT HURTS...WHY HE TOOK HIS OWN LIFE WE WILL NEVER KNOW BECAUSE HE WAS SO HAPPY
GO LUCKY...EVERYBODY IS IN SHOCK.
SPUD REAL NAME WAS MALCOM BUT HE HATED IT...AS A SMALL CHILD HE WAS ALWAYS MUCKY.. A TYPICAL
BOY...WE USED TO SAY TO HIM THAT HE COULD HAVE POTATO'S GROWING OUT OF HIS EARS & THATS WHEN THE
NAME SPUD STUCK...EVERYBODY CALLED HIM SPUD EVEN HIS TEACHERS AT SCHOOL.
HE WAS A SPECIAL BROTHER & SON WHO IS MISSED EVERY MINUTE OF EVERY DAY.
WE WILL NEVER FORGET YOU SPUD WE ALL LOVED YOU SO VERY MUCH & THATS WHY WE CANT EXCEPT WHY YOU DID
THIS.
YOUR FRIENDS ARE THE BEST...THEY MADE YOUR FUNERAL THE BEST EVER...THE WHOLE OF SOUTH WIGSTON CAME
TO A STANDSTILL...IT WAS A VERY SPECIAL DAY SPUD.
YOUR PICTURE IS ABOVE THE BAR IN THE BURY & IT WILL BE THERE FOR ALWAYS.
YOU BROKE OUR HEARTS THE DAY YOU LEFT....ONE DAY WE WILL ALL BE TOGETHER AGAIN JUST LIKE OLD TIMES
WHEN WE WERE ALL HAPPY.
LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY.
SWEETDREAMS LITTLE BRO....XXX
Where do i begin
i dont know where to start
perhaps i should just pause for a moment
And let the words pour from my heart
But im still shocked and traumatized
by the loss of my BELOVED BROTHER
Where do i begin
i dont know where to start
My beauitful brother has gone away
im left so distroyed in the most awful way
Thankyou to Karen(Harry Abbott) for the poem...x
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I see this handsome mans face
That i visit from day to day
And i cant take it in
Why he left and went away
He smiles on every picture
It brings tears to our eyes
Yet in his garden in heaven
He sits smiling under blue skys
I light his little candles
So that he can see the way
And hope that in the future
Me and him will meet one day
I would have loved to meet him
As his lovely smile looked good
So heres a kissX a great big kissXXXXXX
And im sending them to spud.
THANKYOU TO SHARON WHEELER FOR THE POEM SHE WROTE JUST FOR SPUD.XXX
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I remember you Spuddy
You were such a pest!
But as we grew together
You were the friend I loved the best.
Our childhood adventures
The laughter and the pranks
Always there for me
Never expecting thanks.
Now a part of whatever I do
I’ll never forget a brother like you!
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♥~SOMETIMES~♥
Sometimes when the sun goes down,
it seems it will never rise again...
but it will.
Sometimes when you feel alone,
it seems your heart will break in two....
but it wont.
And sometimes, it seems it's hardly worthwhile
carrying on....
but it is.
For sometimes, when the sun goes down,
it seems it will never rise again,
but it does....
my darling brother xxxx
Did chance make you my brother
Or did the Angels really send
Someone to share my childhood
And become my dearest friend?
You were always there for me
My strength when times were tough
You gave so much, and in return
Were never thanked enough.
Although now you're gone
I feel we'll never be apart
When the times we shared in growing up
Are always in my heart.
Shining in the memories
I've so safely tucked away
My brother who the Angels sent
Is with me every day.
You were 'the best' brother
'One in a million'
I'll never stop missing or loving you
Til we meet again.
THANKYOU JENNY (MARK MALONE)FOR THE LOVELY POEM.X
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I THANK YOU ,LORD FOR ALLOWING ME THE CHANCE TO SEE YOUR LOVE.
FOR YOU SENT TO ME AN ANGEL WHO NOW DWELLS WITH YOU ABOVE.
COULD YOU PLEASE JUST TAKE A MINUTE AND HOLD MY ANGEL TIGHT,
TELL HIM THAT I LOVE HIM AND THINK OF HIM EACH NIGHT.
I MISS HIM MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY AND ALTHOUGH MY HEART IS GONE.
ASK HIM TO WATCH OVER ME ,TIL YOU ALSO CALL ME HOME.
I'LL GO NOW, LORD AND THANKS AGAIN FOR HEARING THIS PRAYER OF MINE.
I NOW KNOW I WAS LUCKY,'CAUSE ANGELS ARE HARD TO FIND.
JUST ONE MORE THING BEFORE I GO...
I WANT TO THANK YOU ONCE AGAIN,
YOU KNEW I WASN'T IN THIS ALONE AND SENT A GROUP OF FRIENDS.
WE SHARE OUR THOUGHTS,AND DON'T HAVE TO FEAR IF WE NEED TO BREAK DOWN AND CRY,
THEY UNDERSTAND THE WAY I FEEL BECAUSE THEY ALSO SAID GOOD-BYE.
THEIR ANGELS ARE THERE WITH YOU TOO,
AND I ASK YOU TO WATCH OVER THEM TIL THE END.
I LOVE THEM ALL,AND THANK YOU LORD,FOR ALL OF MY GONE TOO SOON FRIENDS.!!
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I felt so numb then came the pain.
Dont think i will cope never seeing u again.
But all the tears and bad times ahead cant take away all the good times we shared.
I'll never forget you i'll never say goodbye.
You'll always be with me right by my side.
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♥ `*•.¸ 6th NOVEMBER 2009 ♥ `*•.¸
The sky is filled with Angels
With puffy lacy wings
The remnants of God's beauty
With treasures they now bring
Each one of them a Guardian
That travels in the sky
To watch throughout eternity
Their parents from on high
Smiles that come from Angels
They fall like crystal rain
Eases earthly burdens
Lifting all life's pain
Halos so astounding
That glitter gold each day
Following their loved ones
In such a perfect way
Wings in gentle breezes
That fall from up above
Kissing every parent
With everlasting love
Angels soar through heaven
With everlasting light
Looking down from heaven
Saying their "goodnights"
Kissing all who loved them
So gently on the face
This life's tender mercy
Each parent can embrace
Wings and shiny halos
Travel from on high
Surrounding all their loved ones
They never say good-bye.
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Gone Are the Days
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Gone are the days we used to share,
But in our hearts you are always there;
The gates of memory will never close,
We miss you more than anyone knows;
With tender love and deep regret,
We who love you will never forget.
*♥* *♥* *♥* *♥* *♥* *♥* *♥* *♥* *♥* *♥*
"Let it not be said my life was in vain;
I've just moved on to a higher plane,
So I can keep better watch over you,
As you move on the way you need to do.
Though my short life has reached an end,
I'm waiting for you around the bend.
I beg you-- please don't weep for me!
It's not so bad, for soon you'll see
That I will linger long past this sunset
In the hearts of you who love me yet."
*♥* *♥* *♥* *♥* *♥* *♥* *♥* *♥* *♥* *♥*
~Author Unknown~
LOVE ALWAYS ANNEMARIE XXXXXXXX
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6th November 2009.
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I've just popped on your memorial..
To send you some love..
For a special Angel..
In heaven above
You are greatly missed..
By your family below
Why God took your hand..
They will never know.
You were loved so much..
And nobody could compare
For you are a their special Angel..
In heaven up there.
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copyright ~ Jackie Thomas 30/07/09.
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♥ GOODNIGHT AND GOD BLESS.♥
As I look at the moon
I wish you goodnight
The dearest angel
So special and loved.
You are the one God chose to take
You are the one we could not wake
I know in heaven is now where you sleep.
So please God in heaven
God up above
Please protect this angel
That we love.
I must say good night
I blow to you a kiss
I wish you goodnight
The angel that we miss.
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♥ ☆ ♥ ☆♥ ☆ ♥ ☆♥ ☆ ♥ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆♥ ☆ ♥ ☆♥ ☆ ♥
Since Heaven has become your home
I sometimes feel I'm so alone;
and though we now are far apart
you hold a big piece of my heart.
I never knew how much I'd grieve
when it was time for you to leave,
or just how much my heart would ache
from that one fragment you would take.
God lets this tender hole remain
reminding me we'll meet again,
and one day all the pain will cease
when He restores this missing piece
He'll turn to joy my every tear
and when I wear this necklace near
it will become my simple way
to treasure our Reunion Day.
♥ ☆ ♥ ☆♥ ☆ ♥ ☆♥ ☆ ♥ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆♥ ☆ ♥ ☆♥ ☆ ♥
TRIBUTE FOR THURSDAY 5.11.09
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The size of sadness
Can you measure our pain?
It reaches the stars and back again
Can you count our tears?
They are as many as winter rain
Can you weigh our emptiness?
The world and more would come to less
With no hope of sun tomorrow
That's how we see our sorrow
Add all together -The size of sadness
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TRIBUTE FOR FRIDAY 6.11.09.
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Having you not with me
Hurts more and more each day
Although I feel a closeness
In a very special way
Even as I go to sleep
Every thought is of you
And I never thought i'd miss you
In quite the way I do
So i'm hoping that these words
May some how let you know
That you're in my heart forever
And i'll always love you so
The one and only thing
That helps me with the pain
Is dreaming of the time
When I will see you once again...
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TRIBUTE FOR SATURDAY 07.1109
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My love is with you
Oh What can I say?
My heart is empty without you each and every day.
The Angel wings you wear must be so grand,
if only I could reach out and touch your hand,
maybe then we could say goodbye,
which would help dry the tears that I cry
Now I know that’s impossible for us to do,
so let’s make a deal just you and me.
When I look to the stars at night,
you look for me with all your might,
when you see me just shine real bright,
together we can send our love
and say Good Night.
I would like to wish you all a very good weekend and God Bless all our Angels and all our BRAVE HERO'S who have Lost Their Lives.
With love as always Linda.xxx
As The Sun Came Up This Morning
I Watched You There Below
Your Hearts Seemed Oh So Heavy
But There’s Something You Should Know
I’m Not Gone So Don’t Worry
I’m Just A Step Ahead
And I’m With You Every Single Day
As You Rise Up From Your Bed
I Am The Sun That Warms You
I Am The Moon’s Soft Glow
I Am The Stars That Twinkle
And Light Your Path Below
So When At Times You Miss Me
Just Look For Me I’m There
For You Cannot Hide My Spirit
It Is With You Everywhere
THE MASTER'S BOUQUET
The Master walked in His garden
Plucking flowers along the way;
He plucked one of my loved ones,
To add to his bouquet.
My heart at first was broken,
At the loss of one so dear;
But the tears I shed just washed my eyes,
So I saw His way more clear.
My Lord has a need for just this one,
For the pattern He has in mind;
But it's hard for the rest of us to see
Why we must be left behind.
Perhaps we are not ready to go just yet
We may need to ripen more
To reach the full blown fragrance
My Lord is waiting for.
To each, give forth a fragrance
To each we chance to meet
We should each be trying day by day
To make our fragrance sweet.
So I'm going to try my very best
To be loving and kind each day,
So at last I'll be counted worthy
To be part of my Master's Bouquet.
Author Unknown
A FRIEND HUG
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A little hug from me to you,
To make you smile
when you feel blue,
To make you happy
when your sad,
To let you know
life aint so bad.
Now I've given a hug to you,
Somehow I feel much better too
Hugs are better when they're shared
So pass one on to show you care.
Sent with all my love and thanks.
Hope you are well thank you so much
for all you do for me & my Angels
xxxxxxx
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