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This is a poem my mum wrote for Spud on his first Angelday.

TIMES GONE BY SO QUICKLY
I CANT BELIEVE IT'S TRUE.
WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES AT NIGHT
ALL I SEE IS YOU,

THAT AWFUL DAY ONE YEAR AGO
I WISH IT WAS A DREAM
ID WAKE UP & SEE YOUR FACE
AND ASK YOU WHERE YOU'VE BEEN,

BUT SOMEDAY SON
WE'LL SEE YOU AGAIN
WHEN ITS OUR TURN TO GO
SO UNTILL THEN REST IN PEACE
WE ALL LOVE & MISS YOU SO.



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ღ * ღ..Find the softest pillow lord and rest his head upon... kiss him gently on his cheek and tell him who its from.....ღ * ღ

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As kids, we lived together, We fought, we laughed, we cried. We did not always show the love, that we both had inside.

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We shared our dreams and plans, and some secrets too. All the memories we share, Is what bonds me now to you.

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We grew to find we have a love, that is very strong today. It’s a love shared by our family, that will never fade away.

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You are my brother not by choice, but by the nature of our birth. I could not have chosen a better one, you were the best on earth.

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DontJudge Me - by Unknown Author

Don't judge me for how I left this world,
Remember the love I gave,
A lot of grief will follow me
For the decision that I made.

Changes appear in everyone's life
Some good, some bad,
The one I chose for myself
Made everyone very sad.

But in time the memories
will heal the hurt of hearts
And my presence will be felt by all
With an inner peace.

Remember me when the sun is bright
And laughter fills the air
And a moonlit night and a whisper of wind
Will tell you I am there.

Don't look down on my family
Or fill their hearts with blame
For my leaving them without good-byes
Has left them so much pain.

If I could go back in time
I would say a last good-bye
I would tell them to look to tomorrow
And for me, please do not cry.





☆..Put your arms around him lord..kiss his angel face..for he was very special.. and can never be replaced..☆

⊱♥⊰SPUD WE LOVE & MISS YOU⊱♥⊰

⊱♥⊰ αζώαуδ іη σμř һεαřţδ ⊱♥⊰


¦ ¦ ¦ *★we love you *★
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LOVING SON TO PAM & STEP SON TO RAY...BROTHER TO CAROL, TERESA & DAVID. A LOVING UNCLE TO TANYA, RYAN, DARREN,SOPHIE,OLIVER & CLAUDIA & GREAT UNCLE TO RILEY,SHANLEY,PETER.BROTHER INLAW TO TRACEY & PAUL.
FRIEND TO SO MANY...X

¦ ¦ ¦ *★we love you *★
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WHAT CAN I SAY ABOUT MY BROTHER...WELL HE WAS THE MOST POPULAR PERSON EVER...OVER 4OO PEOPLE CAME TO THE FUNERAL...IT PROVED HOW MUCH HE WAS LOVED.

WE MISS HIM SO MUCH IT HURTS...WHY HE TOOK HIS OWN LIFE WE WILL NEVER KNOW BECAUSE HE WAS SO HAPPY GO LUCKY...EVERYBODY IS IN SHOCK.

SPUD REAL NAME WAS MALCOM BUT HE HATED IT...AS A SMALL CHILD HE WAS ALWAYS MUCKY.. A TYPICAL BOY...WE USED TO SAY TO HIM THAT HE COULD HAVE POTATO'S GROWING OUT OF HIS EARS & THATS WHEN THE NAME SPUD STUCK...EVERYBODY CALLED HIM SPUD EVEN HIS TEACHERS AT SCHOOL.

HE WAS A SPECIAL BROTHER & SON WHO IS MISSED EVERY MINUTE OF EVERY DAY.
WE WILL NEVER FORGET YOU SPUD WE ALL LOVED YOU SO VERY MUCH & THATS WHY WE CANT EXCEPT WHY YOU DID THIS.

YOUR FRIENDS ARE THE BEST...THEY MADE YOUR FUNERAL THE BEST EVER...THE WHOLE OF SOUTH WIGSTON CAME TO A STANDSTILL...IT WAS A VERY SPECIAL DAY SPUD.
YOUR PICTURE IS ABOVE THE BAR IN THE BURY & IT WILL BE THERE FOR ALWAYS.


YOU BROKE OUR HEARTS THE DAY YOU LEFT....ONE DAY WE WILL ALL BE TOGETHER AGAIN JUST LIKE OLD TIMES WHEN WE WERE ALL HAPPY.
LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY.
SWEETDREAMS LITTLE BRO....XXX


Where do i begin
i dont know where to start
perhaps i should just pause for a moment

And let the words pour from my heart

But im still shocked and traumatized

by the loss of my BELOVED BROTHER

Where do i begin
i dont know where to start

My beauitful brother has gone away

im left so distroyed in the most awful way

Thankyou to Karen(Harry Abbott) for the poem...x
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I see this handsome mans face
That i visit from day to day
And i cant take it in
Why he left and went away

He smiles on every picture
It brings tears to our eyes
Yet in his garden in heaven
He sits smiling under blue skys

I light his little candles
So that he can see the way
And hope that in the future
Me and him will meet one day

I would have loved to meet him
As his lovely smile looked good
So heres a kissX a great big kissXXXXXX
And im sending them to spud.

THANKYOU TO SHARON WHEELER FOR THE POEM SHE WROTE JUST FOR SPUD.XXX



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I remember you Spuddy
You were such a pest!
But as we grew together
You were the friend I loved the best.
Our childhood adventures
The laughter and the pranks
Always there for me
Never expecting thanks.
Now a part of whatever I do
I’ll never forget a brother like you!
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♥~SOMETIMES~♥

Sometimes when the sun goes down,
it seems it will never rise again...
but it will.

Sometimes when you feel alone,
it seems your heart will break in two....
but it wont.

And sometimes, it seems it's hardly worthwhile
carrying on....
but it is.

For sometimes, when the sun goes down,
it seems it will never rise again,
but it does....


my darling brother xxxx

Did chance make you my brother
Or did the Angels really send
Someone to share my childhood
And become my dearest friend?

You were always there for me
My strength when times were tough
You gave so much, and in return
Were never thanked enough.

Although now you're gone
I feel we'll never be apart
When the times we shared in growing up
Are always in my heart.

Shining in the memories
I've so safely tucked away
My brother who the Angels sent
Is with me every day.


You were 'the best' brother
'One in a million'
I'll never stop missing or loving you
Til we meet again.

THANKYOU JENNY (MARK MALONE)FOR THE LOVELY POEM.X


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♥.·°☆ °·.♥.·°☆ °.♥♥.·°☆ °·.♥.·°☆ °
I THANK YOU ,LORD FOR ALLOWING ME THE CHANCE TO SEE YOUR LOVE.
FOR YOU SENT TO ME AN ANGEL WHO NOW DWELLS WITH YOU ABOVE.
COULD YOU PLEASE JUST TAKE A MINUTE AND HOLD MY ANGEL TIGHT,
TELL HIM THAT I LOVE HIM AND THINK OF HIM EACH NIGHT.
I MISS HIM MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY AND ALTHOUGH MY HEART IS GONE.
ASK HIM TO WATCH OVER ME ,TIL YOU ALSO CALL ME HOME.
I'LL GO NOW, LORD AND THANKS AGAIN FOR HEARING THIS PRAYER OF MINE.
I NOW KNOW I WAS LUCKY,'CAUSE ANGELS ARE HARD TO FIND.
JUST ONE MORE THING BEFORE I GO...
I WANT TO THANK YOU ONCE AGAIN,
YOU KNEW I WASN'T IN THIS ALONE AND SENT A GROUP OF FRIENDS.
WE SHARE OUR THOUGHTS,AND DON'T HAVE TO FEAR IF WE NEED TO BREAK DOWN AND CRY,
THEY UNDERSTAND THE WAY I FEEL BECAUSE THEY ALSO SAID GOOD-BYE.
THEIR ANGELS ARE THERE WITH YOU TOO,
AND I ASK YOU TO WATCH OVER THEM TIL THE END.
I LOVE THEM ALL,AND THANK YOU LORD,FOR ALL OF MY GONE TOO SOON FRIENDS.!!

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I felt so numb then came the pain.
Dont think i will cope never seeing u again.
But all the tears and bad times ahead cant take away all the good times we shared.
I'll never forget you i'll never say goodbye.
You'll always be with me right by my side.
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