| Location | ⋱♰⋰ Leicester ⋱♰⋰ |
| Age | 43 years |
| Cause of Death | Suicide |
| Date of Birth | 15/08/1965 |
| Date of Death | 28/09/2008 |
| Visitors | 26,830 since 12/10/2008 |
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*****PLEASE READ*******
I WANT TO THANKYOU ALL FOR THE CARE & SUPPORT I HAVE RECIEVE EVERY DAY.
LOVE & HUGS
CAROL.
XXX
This is a poem my mum wrote for Spud.
TIMES GONE BY SO QUICKLY
I CANT BELIEVE IT'S TRUE.
WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES AT NIGHT
ALL I SEE IS YOU,
THAT AWFUL DAY ONE YEAR AGO
I WISH IT WAS A DREAM
ID WAKE UP & SEE YOUR FACE
AND ASK YOU WHERE YOU'VE BEEN,
BUT SOMEDAY SON
WE'LL SEE YOU AGAIN
WHEN ITS OUR TURN TO GO
SO UNTILL THEN REST IN PEACE
WE ALL LOVE & MISS YOU SO.
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As kids, we lived together, We fought, we laughed, we cried. We did not always show the love, that
we both had inside.
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We shared our dreams and plans, and some secrets too. All the memories we share, Is what bonds me
now to you.
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We grew to find we have a love, that is very strong today. It’s a love shared by our family, that
will never fade away.
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You are my brother not by choice, but by the nature of our birth. I could not have chosen a better
one, you were the best on earth.
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☆..Put your arms around him lord..kiss his angel face..for he was very special.. and can never be
replaced..☆
⊱♥⊰SPUD WE LOVE & MISS YOU⊱♥⊰
⊱♥⊰ αζώαуδ іη σμř һεαřţδ ⊱♥⊰
¦ ¦ ¦ *★we love you *★
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LOVING SON TO PAM & STEP SON TO RAY...BROTHER TO CAROL, TERESA & DAVID. A LOVING UNCLE TO TANYA,
RYAN, DARREN,SOPHIE,OLIVER & CLAUDIA & GREAT UNCLE TO RILEY,SHANLEY,PETER.BROTHER INLAW TO TRACEY &
PAUL.
FRIEND TO SO MANY...X
¦ ¦ ¦ *★we love you *★
¦ ¦ ♥
¦ *★
WHAT CAN I SAY ABOUT MY BROTHER...WELL HE WAS THE MOST POPULAR PERSON EVER...OVER 4OO PEOPLE CAME TO
THE FUNERAL...IT PROVED HOW MUCH HE WAS LOVED.
WE MISS HIM SO MUCH IT HURTS...WHY HE TOOK HIS OWN LIFE WE WILL NEVER KNOW BECAUSE HE WAS SO HAPPY
GO LUCKY...EVERYBODY IS IN SHOCK.
SPUD REAL NAME WAS MALCOM BUT HE HATED IT...AS A SMALL CHILD HE WAS ALWAYS MUCKY.. A TYPICAL
BOY...WE USED TO SAY TO HIM THAT HE COULD HAVE POTATO'S GROWING OUT OF HIS EARS & THATS WHEN THE
NAME SPUD STUCK...EVERYBODY CALLED HIM SPUD EVEN HIS TEACHERS AT SCHOOL.
HE WAS A SPECIAL BROTHER & SON WHO IS MISSED EVERY MINUTE OF EVERY DAY.
WE WILL NEVER FORGET YOU SPUD WE ALL LOVED YOU SO VERY MUCH & THATS WHY WE CANT EXCEPT WHY YOU DID
THIS.
YOUR FRIENDS ARE THE BEST...THEY MADE YOUR FUNERAL THE BEST EVER...THE WHOLE OF SOUTH WIGSTON CAME
TO A STANDSTILL...IT WAS A VERY SPECIAL DAY SPUD.
YOUR PICTURE IS ABOVE THE BAR IN THE BURY & IT WILL BE THERE FOR ALWAYS.
YOU BROKE OUR HEARTS THE DAY YOU LEFT....ONE DAY WE WILL ALL BE TOGETHER AGAIN JUST LIKE OLD TIMES
WHEN WE WERE ALL HAPPY.
LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY.
SWEETDREAMS LITTLE BRO....XXX
Where do i begin
i dont know where to start
perhaps i should just pause for a moment
And let the words pour from my heart
But im still shocked and traumatized
by the loss of my BELOVED BROTHER
Where do i begin
i dont know where to start
My beauitful brother has gone away
im left so distroyed in the most awful way
Thankyou to Karen(Harry Abbott) for the poem...x
*★*★*★*★
I see this handsome mans face
That i visit from day to day
And i cant take it in
Why he left and went away
He smiles on every picture
It brings tears to our eyes
Yet in his garden in heaven
He sits smiling under blue skys
I light his little candles
So that he can see the way
And hope that in the future
Me and him will meet one day
I would have loved to meet him
As his lovely smile looked good
So heres a kissX a great big kissXXXXXX
And im sending them to spud.
THANKYOU TO SHARON WHEELER FOR THE POEM SHE WROTE JUST FOR SPUD.XXX
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I remember you Spuddy
You were such a pest!
But as we grew together
You were the friend I loved the best.
Our childhood adventures
The laughter and the pranks
Always there for me
Never expecting thanks.
Now a part of whatever I do
I’ll never forget a brother like you!
*★*★*★*★
♥~SOMETIMES~♥
Sometimes when the sun goes down,
it seems it will never rise again...
but it will.
Sometimes when you feel alone,
it seems your heart will break in two....
but it wont.
And sometimes, it seems it's hardly worthwhile
carrying on....
but it is.
For sometimes, when the sun goes down,
it seems it will never rise again,
but it does....
my darling brother xxxx
Did chance make you my brother
Or did the Angels really send
Someone to share my childhood
And become my dearest friend?
You were always there for me
My strength when times were tough
You gave so much, and in return
Were never thanked enough.
Although now you're gone
I feel we'll never be apart
When the times we shared in growing up
Are always in my heart.
Shining in the memories
I've so safely tucked away
My brother who the Angels sent
Is with me every day.
You were 'the best' brother
'One in a million'
I'll never stop missing or loving you
Til we meet again.
THANKYOU JENNY (MARK MALONE)FOR THE LOVELY POEM.X
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I THANK YOU ,LORD FOR ALLOWING ME THE CHANCE TO SEE YOUR LOVE.
FOR YOU SENT TO ME AN ANGEL WHO NOW DWELLS WITH YOU ABOVE.
COULD YOU PLEASE JUST TAKE A MINUTE AND HOLD MY ANGEL TIGHT,
TELL HIM THAT I LOVE HIM AND THINK OF HIM EACH NIGHT.
I MISS HIM MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY AND ALTHOUGH MY HEART IS GONE.
ASK HIM TO WATCH OVER ME ,TIL YOU ALSO CALL ME HOME.
I'LL GO NOW, LORD AND THANKS AGAIN FOR HEARING THIS PRAYER OF MINE.
I NOW KNOW I WAS LUCKY,'CAUSE ANGELS ARE HARD TO FIND.
JUST ONE MORE THING BEFORE I GO...
I WANT TO THANK YOU ONCE AGAIN,
YOU KNEW I WASN'T IN THIS ALONE AND SENT A GROUP OF FRIENDS.
WE SHARE OUR THOUGHTS,AND DON'T HAVE TO FEAR IF WE NEED TO BREAK DOWN AND CRY,
THEY UNDERSTAND THE WAY I FEEL BECAUSE THEY ALSO SAID GOOD-BYE.
THEIR ANGELS ARE THERE WITH YOU TOO,
AND I ASK YOU TO WATCH OVER THEM TIL THE END.
I LOVE THEM ALL,AND THANK YOU LORD,FOR ALL OF MY GONE TOO SOON FRIENDS.!!
~*~*~
I felt so numb then came the pain.
Dont think i will cope never seeing u again.
But all the tears and bad times ahead cant take away all the good times we shared.
I'll never forget you i'll never say goodbye.
You'll always be with me right by my side.
~*~*~*
*• ♥ .•**•.. ♥ .•**•.. ♥ .•**•.. ♥ •*
When you feel you miss me most,
As time goes drifting by,
Each memory will prove to you,
That love can never die,
That while I left you far too soon,
I did not go alone,
For the Father sent his Angels,
To gently guide me home,
Take comfort when you think of me,
Keep my love deep within your Heart,
And with the warmth of each memory,
We will never be apart.
*• ♥ .•**•.. ♥ .•**•.. ♥ .•**•.. ♥
LOVE FOR THE WEEKEND FROM ANNEMARIE XXXXXXXXX
♥ `*•.¸ 20th NOVEMBER 2009 ♥ `*•.¸
WITH LOVE ALWAYS.XXX
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My broken Heart..
Will never mend
So lots of kisses..
I shall send
We think of you..
In a better place
With beautiful wings..
And a smile on your face
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Every day is a struggle you see
Trying to cope..
So please help me
✿
How do I cope?
I do not know
My Heart is broken..
So that goes to show
✿
I can't accept you are gone
I need you here..
Please keep me strong
Stay by my side..
Show me the way
Help me to cope every day
✿
I love and miss you so much..
And I always will
Since you have been gone..
Time has stood still
✿
I think of you in Heaven..
With Gods Angels up above
Please my precious Angel..
Watch over me with love
✿
copyright� Jackie Thomas 01/08/09.
20TH NOVEMBER 2009
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Angel in my heart I love you so
Angel in my heart I never wanted you to go
Angel in my heart guide me each day
Angel in my heart It's for you I pray
Angel in my heart remember this
Angel in my heart It's you I miss
Angel in my heart I want you to know
Angel in my heart I will always love you so.
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I WILL BE AWAY FROM TODAY , AS WE ARE OFF FOR THE WEEKEND TO CELEBRATE MY 50TH BIRTHDAY, WHICH IS ON MONDAY.... HOW SCARRY IS THAT? !! PLEASE WILLYOU KEEP DANIEL OUT OF THE DARK FOR ME, UNTIL I REURN.? THANK YOU IN ADVANCE. X X ☆
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xx** sweetdreams sending you all my love & hugs **xx
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Three Little Words,xx
♥Three Little Words
Forget Me Not,
They Don't Say Much
But They Mean A lot,
Forget You Not
I Never Will,
For In My Heart
I Keep You Still.....♥
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The pain we feel inside today
Is the pain we try to hide,
For no one will ever know
The tears i cry inside.
♥•*♥*•♥^♥• *♥*•♥
It seems like only yesterday
The wound is still so sore.
For every hour of every day
We miss you more and more
For you are someone special
And think the world of you.
♥•*♥*•♥^♥• *♥*•
You gave us love
And lots more,
We have so much
To thank you for,
Silent thoughts,
Memories deep,
Locked in our hearts
For ever to keep.
♥•*♥*•♥^♥• *♥*•♥
♥ May the winds of love ♥
♥ blow softly and whisper ♥
♥ in your ear how much ♥
♥ we love and miss you ♥
♥ and wish that you were here♥
♥xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx♥
Love To You And Your Angel
Always Sharon & Angel Stacey xxx
♥ `*•.¸ 19th NOVEMBER 2009 ♥ `*•.¸
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..*Angel In My Heart *
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I never will forget you
Angel in my heart
I know youre right beside me
But still so far apart
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The days are so much longer
The pain is so intence
Everyday i ask ' why ?'
But still it makes no sence
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I think of all our happy times
My heart aches more for you
Again the tears are falling
And i dont no what to do
*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*
ill keep your loving memory
Close within my heart
You'll live in me forever
Now an Angel in my heart
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copyright? Vicky Deaville 19/11/09
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✝•♥•✞•✝•♥•✞•✝•♥•✞•✝•♥•✞•✝•♥•✞•✝•♥•✞
When Great Trees Fall
(Maya Angelou)
When great trees fall,
rocks on distant hills shudder,
lions hunker down
in tall grasses,
and even elephants
lumber after safety.
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
When great trees fall
in forests,
small things recoil into silence,
their senses
eroded beyond fear.
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
When great souls die,
the air around us becomes
light, rare, sterile.
We breathe, briefly.
Our eyes, briefly,
see with
a hurtful clarity.
Our memory, suddenly sharpened,
examines,
gnaws on kind words
unsaid,
promised walks
never taken.
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Great souls die and
our reality, bound to
them, takes leave of us.
Our souls,
dependent upon their
nurture,
now shrink, wizened.
Our minds, formed
and informed by their
radiance,
fall away.
We are not so much maddened
as reduced to the unutterable ignorance
of dark, cold
caves.
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
And when great souls die,
after a period peace blooms,
slowly and always
irregularly. Spaces fill
with a kind of
soothing electric vibration.
Our senses, restored, never
to be the same, whisper to us.
They existed. They existed.
We can be. Be and be
better. For they existed.
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♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥
Im holding on to memories
For times just slipping by
Every night i watch you
Our Angels lighting up the sky
♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥
As i sit and watch you
You are so high above
My arms outstretch to Heaven
Just need to feel your love
♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥
If i could only see you
Touch your hand Or kiss your face
My eyes will stop crying
And put a smile back on my face
♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥
Each day its getting harder
Time is moving on
Memories so precious
In my heart you will live on
♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥
Each memory i have of you
Brings a smile a silent tear
With every beat of my heart
A constant wish that you were here
♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥
copyright Vicky Deaville
♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥
TRIBUTE FOR 19-11-09
♥*•♥ One Gift♥*•♥
One gift, above all others
God gives to us to treasure
One that knows no time, no place
And one gold cannot measure
♥•*♥*•♥^♥• *♥*•♥
The precious, poignant tender gift
Of Memory...that will keep
Of dear ones ever in our hearts
Although God gives them sleep
♥•*♥*•♥^♥• *♥*•♥
It brings back long remembered things
A song, a word, a smile
And the world's a better place
...because
We had them for awhile!
♥•*♥*•♥^♥• *♥*•♥
TRIBUTE FOR 20-11-09
The pain we feel inside today
Is the pain we try to hide,
For no one will ever know
The tears i cry inside.
♥•*♥*•♥^♥• *♥*•♥
It seems like only yesterday
The wound is still so sore.
For every hour of every day
We miss you more and more
For you are someone special
And think the world of you.
♥•*♥*•♥^♥• *♥*•♥
TRIBUTE FOR 21-11-09
Missing You
♥•*♥*•♥^♥• *♥*•♥
I just can't believe it
The sun still sets and rises.
The moon and stars still shine.
The flowers still bloom,
The birds still sing.
I expected a change in everything...
♥•*♥*•♥^♥• *♥*•♥
I just can't believe it.
It still gets dark and light.
The ocean still has waves,
The rain still rains,
The wind still blows.
Is it because they do not know?
♥•*♥*•♥^♥• *♥*•♥
I just can't believe it.
I thought the world would stop,
When in the house I found
An empty chair,
A missing smile.
I thought it would stop
For just a while.
I just can't believe it....
♥•*♥*•♥^♥• *♥*•♥
TRIBUTE FOR 22-11-09
♥•*♥*•♥^♥• *♥*•♥
You gave us love
And lots more,
We have so much
To thank you for,
Silent thoughts,
Memories deep,
Locked in our hearts
For ever to keep.
♥•*♥*•♥^♥• *♥*•♥
♥•*♥*•♥^♥• *♥*•♥
I wish you all a very peaceful weekend my friend
With love as always Linda.xxx
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